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Dear Die-ary,

We’re going Hong Kong this Thursday. Yeay. Another hellish trip I suppose, I mean fuck, there is never a trip where we don’t fight over stupid things. And like every otehr Filipinos, we have fucking HEAVY luggages. I hate that part about the whole going of the country thing.

But I don’t mind going out of the country. Makes me happy and shit. But all the fucking mayhem that goes on annoys me so much I jsut wish we don’t go at all. I mean, trips are supposed to be fun and enjoyable… But hell shit it is.

I hope nothing ruins this one.

Dear Die-ary,

Frankly, I don’t really care I just like the picture a lot. I don’t know, it just took my effing breath away, I guess. Seems like you can’t use cuss words when making captions. Hm… I wonder why I use such words in the first place, to attract attention? I don’t believe myself to be a speaker of the four letter word of fornication. Or is it I am trying to make another version of me in this cyber reality?

Questions like these make me wonder if really, do I, MYSELF, know who I really am? Do I really want to be an idiot? I don’t want to be the product of a trend. Becuase trends change, and I only want change that can be of use to me. I don’t want change because of the seasons that come and go. Maybe I am just another child of the waves.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Maybe not.

Dear Die-ary,

I love my new layout, simple and sweet but very very adorable. Especially with the two members of Dir en Grey at the back about to do something lovely.

What bought about the change? Well, I noticed a friend of mine pull a lovely yaoi with her profile and it was pretty. Being such a dark person and inspired with the Jrock scene of the moment, I decided to follow the yaoi path and do my own. Very simple, plenty of red here and there. I think its absolutely pretty. Makes me think if Gackt. How I love him right now.

Dear Die-ary,

It amuses me so much that most of the people greeted me happy birthday AFTER my brithday.

Hm… I love my pictures, Tetsu, some Japanese guys humping… Oh man, I love it!

Well, fuck, Die-ary. I just looked at the clock and realized it was past one.

I’m going to be sixteen in an hour

Dear Die-ary

Fucking GOD. Fucking G-O-D. I remembered that tomorrow was my ever so once in a year, annual date of birth.

How amazing the flight of time could be so speedy in its take. I wonder how the marking of my sixteenth year on this earth could be that fast. Fucking GOD. FUCKING G-O-D.

I don’t expect gifts, being sixteen, the presents started to decline ever since I was thirteen, don’t expect the rainshowers anymore. Not even on Christmas night, because everyone is too busy loving my brother and sister.

It really sucking to be in the middle.

Fucking G-O-D.

I am so going to look at some gay pictures right now.

Earnest Berlin

Dear Die-ary,

MIKA is AMAZING. ALL OF HIS SONGS ARE INCREDIBLE.

Enuff said.

Earnest Berlin

Dear Die-ary

I love MIKA (adore him, praise him, want him… would love him even more if he was gay though), right now I’m listening to his Life in A Cartoon Motion songs and its really really nice. I loved the opening for ‘Stuck In the Middle’ song, its quite nice. But nothing can compare to his ever famous ‘Grace Kelly’ and ‘Lollipop’. I also think his other song ‘Happy Ending’ is also nice. It’s one of those ironic songs where they say that but they meant this.

He has nice lyrics, I don’t know, but I think the lyrics he makes are quite refreshing. They’re different but they do not make use of swear words which makes me happy. I can actually listen to something without getting worried with people around me. I don’t think my parents would mind me popping this CD once in a while in the car. =)

Mika is lovely.

Earnest Berlin

Dear Die-ary

Today I received a lovely testimonail from one of my classmates. I really really really felt happy when I saw L, THANK YOU IMPMON!!!

Now, for FUCKED UP, I am going to fail the exams and will be attending summer classes. Very fucked up indeed.

Oh, I shall go now for I need to go at least something to show that I am not THAT retarded.

Quite fucked up.